To gain 10lbs
To stop my panic attacks
To get health insurance
To not let what happened to me in the past cause me to make mistakes presently
To forget about what you did to me
To forget about being weak
Because I can be strong…those past events don’t own me
I own me.
Realest shit I ever read. From Marya Hornbachers ‘Wasted’
Oh man this is going to end up being me as I age.
Anxiety is love’s greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.
There is a pain—so utter—
It swallows substance up—
Then covers the Abyss with Trance—
So Memory can step
As one within a Swoon—
Goes safely—where an open eye—
Would drop Him—Bone by Bone.
We had just woken up from an after sex nap. After I got up, I turned around to see her casually laying on the bed like a goddamn goddess.